Life goes down the drain..
Life seems like Hell...
If only for a moment..

But maybe...
Maybe...
Life will go on.

How do you face the day when everything around you makes your heart ache?

Kmart makes me thing of you.
Candy isles make me think of you.
My friends make me think of you.
All the pictures..

The way the screen lights up when it shows your name..
What do I do?

How will life ever go on?

My music makes me think of you...
Your just everywhere.
You were that ray of sunshine to brighten my day.

At Sea World, I noticed two little kids in security.
They had been separated from their family.
But you know what made me smile?

The officer had two stuffed animals behind his back to give the kids; to make them OK.
One was a white seal.
The other was a tiny Shamoo whale.

You made me feel like that.

Like, without you I am completely lost.

When you come into my life, I know everything will be OK.

I need to come back into it.
I need a reality.
But life goes on.

Today,
I witnessed a first kiss.
She was so giddy when she told me all about it,
And every time she turned around in her desk,
She had a goofy smile.
She jumped up and down and squealed.
She was glowing.

And,
So.
So.
Beautiful.

It made me want to cry.
And it made me smile.

Because life is going on.

A relationship is like the roller coaster that your friends pressured you to get on,

They say that it will be amazing and perfect and that there is nothing that will hurt you.

But they are wrong...

And I just get off the ride disoriented and terrified of the rest of the rides to come.

But life just keeps going on..

It doesn't stop for anyone.