I don't know what to say 
I don't know how to feel
But I do know when I'm around you
You make me feel special 
And loved
When push comes to shove
I know you will always have my back

I try to take control of my feelings
But when I'm around you 
I don't care how I feel
All i care about is that I have you

You may think that I have it figured out
But it only seems that way when I'm around you
I keep trying to keep the shield around my heart 
Which isn't smart
But at least we have a start

Please to break my heart
It aches when we are apart 
I try my best not to look back at my past
It wasn't a blast

I love that you already know how you feel about me
I hate comparing you to others
I love that you are yourself around me
And that I intimidate  you

When you aren't around
I feel broken
And unsure about myself
I don't know how to put my feelings into words
But I hope that you can help me in the future