Ashley White hates her life.

And she just threw it all away.

When she left us all with no insight,

That was a real sad day.



We all love her, so we tell her,

But she is just so set to go.

We tell her that We'll miss her,

And she just says "I know".



She says "I have to do this for me,

And i think that it will help.

But i just want you to know,

I'm not trying to hurt anybody,

But this is how it has to be.

I love you and I'll see you when I'm free."



Does she know how much this hurts,

And does she know that she will never be the same.

Does she know how much I'll miss her,

And does she know how bad i don't want her to go?



Will she know how many tears I'll cry tonight,

And will she know that I won't be able to sleep tonight.

Does she know i always wonder if she's alright?



Ashley White hates her life,

So she just threw it all away.

When she left us all with no insight.

That was a real sad day.



Does she know how much i love her,

And does she know how unreplaced she will always be?

Will she ever be able to see just how much she means to me?



Does she know that is the best little sister,

That this big brother could ever ask for,

And that I wouldn't trade one day I've had with her for anything in the world?



Does she understand how i feel, and does she feel the same?

If she reads this will she be ashamed,

Or will she call me and say I love you too "Bubby"?



I just want her to know.

I never want her to go.

And If i never let her know,

This is my one chance to show.



How much i love you, Ashley White.