There are so many things,
a person can hide.
so much on ones mind
so many things you want to say
want to talk about...
but only problem
you don't know how
but yet when you do
you're too scared to let it out
eventually...
it will all be too much
too much to handle
you wont know what to do...
you'll loose it
you'll loose yourself...
then you turn to a blade
you turn to a small , lifeless
useless piece of metal
and you cut your soft
but oh so delicate skin
you don't realize how deep your going but you go deeper and deeper
you don't realize how deep you've gone and then..
you slowly start to slip away
last thing you remember is
your love running toward you
then everything went black...
you wake up in an unfamiliar place
confused and lost
looking around and seeing
your family,your friends,your love
all crying
but yet so happy
to see you awake , alive
you look down
down at your wrist
its all wrapped up and stitched
then you realize
you realize what you've done
and where your at
and you just start to cry...