I don't want,
to miss you,
to need you,
to want you,
as much as I do.
I don't want,
you to be inside,
you to be in my heart,
and close to my soul,
as much as you are.
The logical side of me,
says that this won't end well,
that this will all eventually hurt me.
That side screams at me,
asking if I see the writing on the wall?
The emotional side of me says,
to take my chances,
that I don't know the truth.
That side screams at me,
asking if i want to always live in fear?
I don't want,
to miss you,
to need you,
to want you,
as much as I do.
I don't want,
you to be inside,
you to be in my heart,
and close to my soul,
as much as you are.
I don't want,
the feelings you give me,
and yet,
I do want them.