That night when I was broken
I woke you up to hear your voice.
So badly did I need your comfort
because of my senseless choice.

I've been so unhappy for so long
that even my new habits can't repair.
All the things you used to help me with
now just cause more despair.

Now when I am suffering
I don't tell anyone what I'm going through.
I am too scared of chasing them away
just like how I lost you.

There have been so many changes,
so many people are out of my life.
All of them were people that I loved,
who I thought didn't conceal any strife.

I'm friends with a few different people now,
but they don't understand me at all.
They release their hands from my grasp
and allow me to take the fall.

I wish we could be like before,
but I don't know how things could be the same.
Especially since I feel remorse
every time I hear your name.

It's like a thousand needles
are pricking at my heart.
I've fallen into pieces
ever since our depart.