I can feel myself
Falling
With every minute that passes
Getting closer and closer
To what?

What is it that has me wanting to run and hide
Close myself off to the world
But also willng me to open up
Farther than I ever have before
Farther than I knew possible

So should I be hiding
Or welcoming this fall with open arms?
Do I enjoy this
Or run scared?
What's wrong and what's right?
At this point I am not sure

What I do know
Is that this is something I want as bad as I don't
Follow your heart
Ignore your mind
I don't think that's possible
But I do hope to figure this out
Before the fall ends
And I find out what awaits me
At the bottom