when you think of me

i hope you  think about everything just we know about

that no one else knows about

and no one ever will

the field trips, the fairs, and football games

our song and out favorite singer

the carnival and the ride i got so scared on

you comforted me by laughing at me

because your laugh and your smile

brings me unbelievable comfort

the bus ride texting and imessage games

and the way you used to beg me to stay up

i told you that i would be grumpy

and you said that you would make me happy

the frowns and the fact that whenever i

hear our song i die all over again

i thought whenever i sent the text 

it would be a relief

now we have been off and on for almost four years

how sad is that?

how do we live like this?

without hesitation that what you say and do affects me

what you dont do affects me more

then what you do

what you dont say will always hurt more than what you do