I never understood the meaning of each love song, at least until that love I felt was gone. This way to put it into words, to characterize and give meaning to these emotions seemed absurd. I thought it was stupid. Love. And when I got to this point where I figured out it existed, once it was over, I couldn't resist it but was convinced it would never happen again my body pounding as if it had been torn limb by limb. It changed completely, the feeling of grief and agony, first love they say it never lasts but when it's over suddenly it's in the past, but that memory it remains, the certain smells or places that call their name and how you miss them but that relationship will never be the same.