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Happy Again
Anxiety
Lives inside of me
It makes a home in my throat
It flows through the muscles in my hands
Many try to offer their guidance
But still it’s no use
I have to endure its miserable weight
Its weight that crushes my spine
The sensation is overwhelming
The urges fill my arms and legs
The apprehension pushing against the walls of my stomach
Like wind in a jar
Trying to escape my very own fate
It feels like I’m being set up for heartbreak
All my control has disappeared
Where am I,then
If I’m not mentally here
I’ve learned so many tactics
my therapists try to help
But i feel as if I cannot be helped
Like I am out of options
I can’t control it
Soon enough I’ll be empty both outside and in
People tell me they are “worried about me”
Which breaks my heart
And the hardest part
is that I worry for me too
I do not know what the next thing is that I’ll do
I have no grasp on my emotions
The grip is loosening every second
That i am sitting here
I want it to stop
Forever
so I can feel happy again
That’s who I truly am
If i reach deep down inside
I find the colors that fill my soul
The sunset loving
Fantasising
Person that i am
But I feel like i am loosing her
Every time I breath in
More of me comes spiraling out
Along with those colors
And I am forever changed
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