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My Heaven Will Be Your Hell

April 6, 2011
By ConversingMute PLATINUM, Fowermound, Texas
ConversingMute PLATINUM, Fowermound, Texas
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As I lay here surrounded by broken church bells
I'm buried beneath the solemn silence
I remember all your games, all your dirty little spells
The pain I've endured
The things that you did
Every agonizing word
The secrets that you hid
The fractured freeze-frame photographs
The taunting tones in your laughs
As my blood bathes my bitter face
I see dreams I once held so dear
They're what I can't replace
As I cave into every childish fear
I see images of my forgotten past
The love I once held so near
How I thought it would always last
Trapping my face like a bloodstained mirror
You say I always make mistakes
You say I'm the queen of failure
That I don't have what it takes
That I'm a disease without a cure
I've drifted so far very far away
Lost who I could have been
Even if I had words to say
It's a battle I could never win
As I die here surrounded by broken church bells
Buried beneath the solemn silence
Who is there for me to miss
Why was I ever made
When the greatest price is priceless
There's no cost that won't be paid
When my life felt so lifeless
When death is the only outcome
And I'm just waiting for that fatal kiss
I lay here waiting for my end to come
And I start to see a shining star
Nestled in crescent tops of the arch-way halls
I reach out but it seems so far
Every time a heart is broken another angel falls
I was torn in two by you
Yet the only one falling is me
There's nothing left to do
But to set my soul free
So I join my departed loved ones
High up in the silver clouds
And pass these final words to you
As I pass away
I'm may not be there right beside you
But remember this little thing
Once you've lived your life through
And you hear the final choir sing
I'll be waiting for you way up here
And I promise your heaven
Will be the hell you gave me dear

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on Jul. 19 2012 at 3:01 am
ConversingMute PLATINUM, Fowermound, Texas
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I forgot to mention that I wrote this after hearing a story from someone I know. She had told me about her recent and very bitter relationship problems.

on May. 15 2011 at 10:15 am
baaaaaaaaaab BRONZE, Clemmons, North Carolina
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This one is so sad. But I loved it!

on May. 3 2011 at 2:27 pm
SAngel38 SILVER, Pascagoula, Mississippi
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Favorite Quote:
You can restrain desire because yours is weak enough to be restrained

the first part was beautiful I loved it...Near the end it sort of became iffy but it was fabulous pretty much