I have no clue of what to write anymore..
My words cannot express what I feel for you..
My memory of you is too much to explain in words…..
I would need millions of words to explain just one quality of yours….
For though you may not love me the way I love you…..
My heart still beats for you….
My skin blushes at the sight of you..
And each time I see you and you look at me I have to look down…
For temptation is flowing like venom through the teeth of a deadly snake…..
I want to go up to you and kiss you so much every time I see you….
But yet as I take that first step towards you…
I remember that you are not mine….
And I have to stop myself from crying….
I have to stop and look at your smiling face….
And remember to step back and walk away with a smile…
And know that the night is long…..
That the tears will be succumbed in the darkness of the night…
The night will wrap itself around me and my tears….
And it will hold me like a mom holds her child ……
The night will be comforting to this lonely heart….
To this empty soul….
To this one person who can't love ….
For, how could she love another?..
When her heart belongs to one………
I won't be able to love anyone the way I loved him…
Though my tears were shed and are shed…..
I still love him…
I love him like the sun loves the sky…
How the fish loves the water…..
How Romeo loved Juliet…….