Summary:

Gavin Scott is different from your average teenage boy. He's a loner, a hermit with only one true friend, and on top of that, he's never had a girlfriend in his life. And on top of THAT, his emotional mother and alcoholic father are going through a rough divorce that forces him to play the middleman. Life for Gavin isn't exactly what you'd call "good"... In other words? It sucks, and everyone knows it, including himself.

But when he finally can't handle the stress anymore, he meets new friends that introduce him to a different route. A route he had avoided all of his life. Drugs and alcohol. Two things he had never tried, but there's always a first time for everything, right?

That's when his life changes forever. The moment he turns into Blue, his alter ego. The boy who's not afraid of anything, who gets messed up every night, who hooks up with girls on the regular, who falls in love for the first time, and doesn't let anything get in his way. The guy he wishes he was. The guy he pretends to be.

Little does he know, that guy isn't everything that he had expected, and his new life might be a little bit too crazy to handle. And now he can never turn back... Ever.