Thank you. That's the first word I'll gonna say to you.

Thank you for making me believe that love is magical. Thank you for making me see a different perspective of the thing they clled love.Thank you. Thank you for bringing me into an imagination in the midst of reality. Thank you for the love and pain you gave to me.

How cruel could this life be? How long could I keep pretending that I was loved? How long will I believe that he is real? I followed my heart 'cause they say so. But sooner, I realized that sometimes we need to use our brain to prevent inflicting ourselves with pain. It hurts. Truly it hurts. For many years, you believed there's a connection between you two yet you are the only one believing in that so called fairytale. Slap to me the painful reality because right now, all I feel is numbness and nothing else.

I loved him. That's the truth. I tried to be a better person for him yet all the efforts are wasted. What else could I give when all that I have, I have given unto him? I gave my heart and now, I don't know if this heart of mine is still working. I loved him to the point of forgetting who I am before. I loved him to the worse fact that I am also losing myself. I loved him but he never really did love me back.

I could understand everything if you told me the truth way before I am dying. I could have saved myself from oblivion if you had told me earlier, if you had told me frankly and shouted at me these words, "I never really loved you." I could have been searching for the real love out there if you had released me from the chains. I could have been so happy right now, if you had been honest from the very first time.

Nada. Nothing. I did nothing to save my heart from breaking. I really thought you are the one. But, all my life, I surrounded myself with fairytales and I think it's time to set an alarm and go back to misery and reality. No adios mi amor! Because from the very start, there was no love at all, it was not love at all. Hence, thank you again even for the shortest moment, I felt loved even though it is not real.

Con mucho gusto mi amor.