10/24/11
There was a boy named Eric who I started to date and now when ever I’m in school I can’t be without him. Now that I am not with him school decides to give me counseling to get over the stress that I have in me. When I’m not with Eric I cry my eyes out trying to skip school to be with him. So now that I skipped school they give me a detention after school on 10/25/11 it starts at 2:25 and ends at 3:25. So my mom will be deciding what days I can hang out with my boyfriend and what days I can’t. So last week on 10/8/11 or 10/17/11 I ran away and ran to my boyfriend’s house so my mom called the police and started looking for me and I was out at 12pm and came home at 6pm and she knew I was with him. So now I can’t be home alone and if I leave the house without my mom knowing she will take me somewhere that I will never be able to see him again. This is a true story about me. So I started to go to counseling and I talked about being without my boyfriend for a day in school. And now I will start telling myself “let myself I’ll get through the day just think about being with him after school and get all my schoolwork done and pass.”So now I think I am doing better after I told myself that.

10/25/11
Today my boyfriend Eric drove me to school that made me happy for just 1st period and homeroom and also like yesterday it was the same as always I had another emotional breakdown in 2nd period because I miss my boyfriend Eric. So I just want to walk out of school and go home but I have detention after school today. And if I walk out I will receive another detention from my principle. And also my boyfriend has work today at 5:00pm and I get out of detention at 3:25pm so he won’t be able to pick me up because he has to be at work at 4:30pm. So now I feel like killing myself from all my emotions combining together. Eric is the only person that makes me happy but when I am not with him I am sad and cry. But when I am with him I am happy and try and get through the day without him. But I don’t think I can get through the day anymore I don’t even think I can get through any day actually. So if my detention goes well today my mom might let my boyfriend pick me up after school tomorrow. All I just hope is that she will say YES and if she does I will be so happy. But for some reason Eric is different from the other boys I dated because he is nice, sweet, caring, protective, and also trustworthy then the other boys. My mom says he will just do the same thing as them but I don’t think he will since I knew him for 5 years. But all I hope is that he won’t do the same then I actually might kill myself for sure. So I just hope no one reads this story of mine I started because then I will never be able to see him again.

10/26/11
Today I got picked up and was driven to school by my boyfriend Eric. So I also stood at his 2nd period classroom room 234. But he just walked past me after I told him this morning I would wait at his classroom so we could hang out for lunch. So I will have to ask my friend if I can use her phone to remind him that he is picking me up and has to be here at 2:10pm. So all I just hope is that she will say yes because I just want to tell him “Don’t forget to be here at 2:10 since I will be coming out at 2:13.” Let’s just hope I will be hanging out with him today also because if I can’t then I don’t know what I’ll do to myself today.