Looking back at all the words that have your reflection hidden in them, all the words that tell of your betrayals and the pain you caused me... looking back all I see is my heart, failing to believe. I see it failing to realize that it was real, it was so real. I can't shake the feeling that all I said was just to hurt you, but I could never want to hurt you and you have to know that. You have to understand that my heart was broken and now... Now I know I should've thought about it all but I was irrational and I didn't know that someday, if I was lucky, someday everything would be okay and that reflection of you that I see in all those words would be the face I see every time I close my eyes. And maybe I'm jumping the gun a little bit here but now I know I should've had faith and so, I guess, this is my apology for ever making you think or feel like I didn't still believe. I just lost faith, I faltered, I stumbled... But now I have that faith back and I know that everything will be okay. I know I'm lucky now.