I swallow down this Monster and any other energy drink,
Something to kick start my brain and help me think.
But everything remains so unclear,
After the first two, I begin to shake with fear.
Cautiously, I remember the day that you left,
In that moment I lost the most important thing I should've kept.
I get wasted and hyped on all this energy,
Soon enough, I can't feel my heart beat...
I regret the night I called you on the phone,
Telling you how much better I'd be on my own.
But that was just the caffeine taking control,
Yet that's no excuse for the way I let my words stroll.
I'd go back to that day and take back the regret,
If it was possible, I would just forget.
There is only one solution in this situation,
That would be if you'd come back and be my safe addiction.
It's getting harder and I don't know if I'll survive,
The next can could be my last and I wouldn't be alive.
All I'm really trying to say is,
You're the one I truly miss.
And in that moment that I allowed you to leave,
That moment became the death of me.
I pound down a Rockstar and a 5-Hour Energy,
So I don't think about you because I know you're not thinking about me.
And I'm not sure as to why,
I didn't know I was capable to cry.
It's a mystery and I ain't got a clue,
This is completely brand new.
My mind is buzzed and this isn't good,
I'd dump out all the cans if I could...
I regret the night I called you on the phone,
Telling you how much better I'd be on my own.
But that was just the caffeine taking control,
Yet that's no excuse for the way I let my words stroll.
I'd go back to that day and take back the regret,
If it was possible, I would just forget.
There is only one solution in this situation,
That would be if you'd come back and be my safe addiction.
It's getting harder and I don't know if I'll survive,
The next can could be my last and I wouldn't be alive.
All I'm really trying to say is,
You're the one I truly miss.
And in that moment that I allowed you to leave,
That moment became the death of me.
One more taste, one more sip,
I begin to feel the quiver in my lip.
For some odd reason there's wetness in my eyes,
And no matter what, I can't get them to dry.
There's only one way I can stop this annoying habit,
And that would be if you decided to come back.
If I knew you're location I would come and get you right now,
Instead, I stay in my room and another Monster is what I'll down...
I regret the night I called you on the phone,
Telling you how much better I'd be on my own.
But that was just the caffeine taking control,
Yet that's no excuse for the way I let my words stroll.
I'd go back to that day and take back the regret,
If it was possible, I would just forget.
There is only one solution in this situation,
That would be if you'd come back and be my safe addiction.
It's getting harder and I don't know if I'll survive,
The next can could be my last and I wouldn't be alive.
All I'm really trying to say is,
You're the one I truly miss.
And in that moment that I allowed you to leave,
That moment became the death of me.
I swallow down this Monster thinking it will help me,
That was until my vision went blurry and I couldn't breathe...