(chorus)2x

im so messed up
im gonna breakdown tonight
im so messed up
im gonna breakdown tonight
and itll be flippen glorious

(Verse 1)
i cant keep up
i feel like im being attacked
while being called the attacker
cornered by words of malice penetrating me
at all angles
i want all the calm tones
and happy facades to disperse into truth but there the masks i wear and horde

(Chorus)2x
im so messed up
im gonna breakdown tonight
im so messed up
im gonna breakdown tonight
and itll be flippen glorious

(verse 2)
they only see one side
its like the springer affect
they have my rights all in place
like pawns, but i have none
i feel like every word is another weight on my chest
they choke out my now hoarse voice with batalions of screams and shouts
adding on to the pressure accumulating on my defenseless heart

(chourus) repeat 2x
im so messed up
im gonna breakdown tonight
im so messed up
im gonna breakdown tonight
and itll be flippen glorious


(verse 3)
im still so messed up
no escape in site
im breaking down but its the exact opposite of glorious
my masks are off and im hideous
few see the chaos burn inside me while i try feverishly to smolder them
i cant keep up but i will myself too, so that they may have a shoulder to cry on
while i continue to be deprived that luxary by my own feeble mind
(chorus)2x
im so messed up
im gonna breakdown tonight
im so messed up
im gonna breakdown tonight
and itll be flippen glorious
Break-------------------------------------------------------------------
(Verse 4)

though at the moment i feel as if every word is baneful to my sanity
i no that i can trudge through
for there is one voice that wont scream at me but into me and that is our fathers
voice.
so i will comfort myself in those promises and be put back together through
him.