From day one I was dead inside 
Demons come at night 
So, I'm sleep deprived 
You ask if I'm ok, I say that I'm fine  
I'll be dead before the daylight shines 
So, I keep my hoodie up 
And I talk to no one 
I embrace the rain and avoid the sun 
Look in my eyes u see the pain  
The pain weighs a ton 
My soul is drained And you still say nothing  
Ya'll should be ashamed

I'm ashamed of myself 
I always put others before me  
And put my feelings on a shelf 
I've always ignored me 
I shut people out  
And stay shut in the shell

I’m stuck in this cell  
Where it always rains  
But I'm not alone  
There's demons in my brain 
I need to stop writing  
But I keep going  
I fuel the flame 
I'm in search of what I'll never obtain 
I'm a picture that ain’t so pretty  
I got a broken frame

I don't mean to complain 
But I might go out like Cobain 
Cuz there's a code red hazard  
In my brain’s mainframe