There used to be love 
Within my heart  
Now it's cold 
And I have no soul  
You left me in the dark 
I wish I could go back 
Go back and restart  
Even if I did  
We wouldn't make it that far 

Text you and say 
I miss you again 
My demons inside  
they screaming again  
I cry out  
I'm stuck in a drought 
My glass half full 
Thier's is filled with doubt 
Even my family Tried to  
Break me down  

They all say 
I need to go to therapy 
They just manipulate my words  
And make’em go against me 
There is no freaking remedy 
For I am my own worst enemy  
death it’ll hit like ecstasy  
Me on this earth 
never meant to be  
There is no freaking chemistry 
A date with the reaper  
Is my destiny 

Text you and say 
I miss you again 
My demons inside  
they screaming again  
I cry out  
I'm stuck in a drought 
My glass half full 
Their's is filled with doubt 
Even my family Tried to  
Break me down

U never cared  
If you did u would’ve stayed 
Now I'm betrayed   
displaced 
And Full of dismay  
you kept me in the shade 
Little do you know  
It's me u degrade 
I no longer want help 
So back the freak away 
No longer want love 
My mind is astray  
Mind, spirit and body is numb 
Today is the day 
This is serious  
It's no longer cliché 
I'm delirious  
I’m half insane, I'm freaking deranged 
Cutting my arms  
Your name is displayed 
In my arm It’s freaking engraved 
Depressed and repressed by these chains  
I’ll always remain freakin Unchanged