I am going to challenge myself and write a poem with my topic being about when i attempted suicide and other challenges teenagers face

I’m a joke spell it out find out it explains me yeah no doubt

I’m a funny guy pop a 100 pills a night

Jus tryna feel alright

Cause my papers due tonight

I dont got plans im flying 

Crose the room i'm seizing

Internally im bleeding

Just tryna fight my demons 

See that weed right there i'm feeling

I heard it helps with the demons

Doctor don't believe it

He said i'm just deceiving

Rape kit when i was six yea it was disagreement

Next thing you know im fleeing

But It's just me brad

I haven’t even met me dad

He's been locked up since before i was brad

Foreshadowing into my past

Thought i was gay so they disowned me

Dont care tho cause i ain't no phony

Been bullied since i was pooping in my choonies

Got a track record of being overhyper and no fun

Haven’t had my best friend jack he slipped and fell in the pool now hes jack in the hat

Been told never to do crack 

Because you'll be just like your dad

And once you do crack you cant go back 

Because your teeth start getting crack

But i am an addict but not a crack addict

Im addicted to being on the edge of the crack

Where you could fall through and your body just goes splat

Like and now your art how fd is that 

Been a narcissist since i found out that i'm more important than your best friend mack

Looked in my mirror said your getting fat and aint nothing but a fat ugly guy named brad

But you don't know that because I said i'm more important than mack

So you got your crew and tried to break my back 

But you don't know my ancestors already went through that.

Let's tell some kid with no dad he went got some milk

Because we all know how having no dad feet

Unless your making fun of someone because daddy didnt give you money the size of my income tax

Spoiled little brat afraid to say that we can fight and when i break your face i wont feel bad

I know its sad like a puppet and no string

We are all human beings

So lets quit being so mean 

And create some peace