Why am I like this?

Why do I still care?

I pushed you away,

now I want you back here.

I’ve hurt you too many times before.

All I’ve created are a bunch of closed doors.

And I want to fix the mess I’ve made

But I let you slip away.

So i’ll stay right here,

Until she disappears.

Maybe you won’t fall for her,

The way I fell for you through all these years...

You are the one thing that I never get tired of.

You are the one thing that I’ll never give up.

You are the wish I need to come true.

Cause my mind always travels back to you.

I try to read between the lines

Of what my heart wants.

I know I don’t deserve your love,

But I’m not giving up.

I’m trying to heal the wounds I cut open,

In your heart.

But the sad thing is,

There’s too many to know where to start.

So i’ll stay right here,

Until she disappears.

Maybe you won’t fall for her,

The way I fell for you through all these years…

You are the one thing that I never get tired of.

You are the one thing that I’ll never give up.

You are the wish I need to come true.

Cause my mind always travels back to you.

And I’m such a fool.

Letting you go.

I just want you to be happy.

But now we both know,

There could be no tomorrow,

I want you with me today.

So i’ll stay right here,

Until she disappears.

Maybe you won’t fall for her,

The way I fell for you through all these years

So here’s my apology,

I’m sorry for being wishy washy

I know I don’t deserve another chance

But we’re too familiar with this dance.

So I’ll stay right here.

Maybe she’ll…

Disappear.