I try to be happy… I really do
But I just cannot live without you
My heart is torn
My love is broken
There is just too many words unspoken
Countless days of endless pain
Nothing left for me to gain
I’m just so tired of the tears
waiting here in constant fear
No one there to hold me tight
To many sleepless nights
I look in the mirror every day
Just to see a reflection that’s fading away
I scream but they cannot hear
My silent cries start to disappear
This pain constricts without end
I don’t know how much longer I can pretend
I continue for the hope someone may see
That I’m trapped in a box without a key
Though I'm left here
With no one to care
Alone with the urge to just give in..
I hope to be forgiven of my sin
In the mean time I’ll be here..
Knowing no one shall ever care
So I will put on a smile and you will dismiss
The one who no one may ever miss