4 girls broke my heart

The first was when I was 11

Her and I were inseparable 

We were the best of friends

She was amazing

Then one day she turned a corner

She wouldn't talk to me

Unless it was to ask about homework

The second was when I was 13

She was my neighbor

My parents found out

And banned me from seeing her

Then her dad got a new job

And they moved to Alaska

I told her how I felt

Now she won't answer my texts or calls

The third was when I was 14

I don't know if I really even liked her

She told me she liked me...

I liked the drama

Don't get me wrong

I do like her now

But now she hates me

She turned my life upside down

She made my emotions rise

Rise like a wave

She made them flicker

Like a light before it fades

The fourth was a few days ago

I know her better than she knows herself

I love her to death

And I'll fight for her like no one else

She says we're just friends

I guess Lesbianism isn't her type of thing

But I won't stop trying

I know that she feels more for me than she's telling

4 girls broke my heart

I don't regret a thing

Because of them

I am who I am today

4 girls broke my heart

I loved them all in a special way

I hold their memories close to me

So they don't fade away

4 girls broke my heart