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My Dirty Secret

January 4, 2017
By Nightcat PLATINUM, Dublin, Other
Nightcat PLATINUM, Dublin, Other
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Favorite Quote:
I&#039;m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can&#039;t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don&#039;t deserve me at my best.&rdquo; <br /> ― Marilyn Monroe


We met without care in life

Never searching for love,
After time we understood that we close,
But here we are, You and I,
Searching for feeling that we might have,
That feeling of belonging, makes my heart beat fast…
Maybe that’s love but I’m scared how you feel about that?
How I’m at your mercy all day, night
But I never felt this before, no one cared way back
My life wasn’t that easy,
Things weren’t right back then,
It wasn’t easy
But you came into my life bragging in,
Who are you?  How dare you make me weak

I thought I had it all figured out,
The way you talk, the way you care
I thought I was strong,
But you made me feel like I belong…
I was searching for my equal
But I found you, strong willed
Always interested in what I do,
Who are you? Who are you?

Feels like you going to break me,
But that’s okay
That’s better than no love
That’s what they say
You going be my sin
You going be my wrong move
You going be my sweetest mistake
My pure lesson of love
But  I don’t care,
I’ll enjoy till it lasts

Tonight, we again online, with hopes to last,
With messages of lust and what we dream to have,
You made me feel whole,
Who cares now what we had love or lust ?
Who knows what we had…
But time flies you want something more but I’m not ready to give you all,
And I’m letting you go ,you asking why?
I’m not that woman that gives her soul and gets nothing back,
You might have had girls falling for that,
But I am no game, with feelings being true
I ain’t gonna play
Cause I know I can’t give you that,
You ain’t gonna wait and I’m not going to ask,
With head held high I’m letting you go,
With dreams for future I let go ,
With hope, you’ll comeback,
We might meet again,
But we going to be different
That’s alright
I still have hope in heart that might be whole new life…


The author's comments:

This piece is very personal. I hope you will like it


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