Shh don’t whisper the words
Caught on my tongue
Tied like a slip knot
Only let the fake words
Slip from my mouth
While I choke on my own pain
Nobody will hear me anyway
Even those closest to me
Stand with their backs to my wind
Miles from its source
Stone walled heart
To high to climb
To strong to break
To bad there is no gate

I'm sorry

Dont please dont just ignore me
Everyone else does but please not you too
People think i don't exist because i don't speak
Realistically i'm not a ghost
Even though on days like these i feel like one
Sometimes i feel as if your fingers will pass right through me
Sweetly you touch me and i feel solid again
Intending to tell you how you make me feel
Only to back out because i don't want to frighten you
Nothing i can change it’s my nature to scare people

I'm sorry

Gone you're gone
Searing tears and blinding pain
Harsh words tear through my mind
Only hell will love you
My family used to say
Stop no come back
Tell me you love me
Please love me

I'm sorry

Please whisper your love like a spell
Open your heart and unlock mine
Enchant my mind so I can believe
True love isn't a lie

I'm sorry

I'm sorry for begging
I’m weak and pitiful
My pain is laughable
But pain is relative
I've been alone too long
Attached to you to quickly
I’m sorry i apologize too much
But i’ve never been good at anything
I’ve never been enough
Or loved
I don’t know what to do if i’m not sorry
My existence is a mistake
The words expand to consume my mind
You live is the key that will set me free

I'm sorry

Don't rush Give it time
The bonds we build will never break
In time my faith won't shake
What I really wanted to say
I know they're small
And easy to forget
But these three words hold more power than a dictionary