Everyone saw the happy me
the fake smile I put on everyday
the way i talked and helped other people
Never talked about my hard day was
They saw me as the person that would never cry because nothing was ever wrong
But they forgot one thing
I don’t have the best life
I’m ill
I’m sad
I’m alone
I feel like I have no one to talk to
Never anyone by my side to give me advice       
that’s why they see me as a person I’m not
I cry at night so they think I’m strong
I smile because I want them to know they have someone
to me
my feelings don’t matter
I’m second
I’m the helper and never want others to feel alone
like i do
I want to be there
so they think i’m fie
I act like I’m fine
but there’s always a tear in my eye that no one can see
So am I really happy
Or
Am I hiding my feelings for better of others
Tell me please
I trying
I’m trying to breath and understand
Help
that’s all I wanted…