I never felt so unwanted,

You are half of me,

The half i cannot make disappear,

You are all the bad in me,

The part i cannot erase,

Good versus bad,

A constant battle,

And you just walked away,

Right out of my life,

No goodbye,

No explanation,

Why was i not good enough?

To be your little girl,

To feel protected,

I wanted to it was okay,

I needed you,

I wanted you there,

For so long i dreamed,

I dreamed about you,

That i was not a disappointment,

It took me a couple years,

But I learned it was not me,

That was the problem,

I did not need you,

My mom was there,

You never were,

How can i miss someone,

That i never met,

Never got the chance,

It was taken away,

Before my first breath,

The decision was made.