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False Heaven
nobody's home
no one to hold
I'm breaking as my tears run down my face
my hands shake
my walls shatter
my lungs cry
I'm torn as I'm unkown to the critcal battle
control my furture
control my preasant
what i say next
what i do next
control
but my sobs wont seem to stop
no matter how hard i beg
so unsure
so i cry out to god asking him to end it
but he just shakes his head instead
its all in my head
as i give off a fake smile
thats so similar to all the others
that ive ever add with im ok instead
dont fool you
you beg
but honestly your already plaied
as im not the hero ready to go save
or the vilan in the plot that took your hope away
im not the princess that asked you to save me from the tower
or the farmer who praied for rain
im a plastic barbie doll
who smiles for your enjoyment
to insure you that im ok
ready to play
ready to pretend
that this is what i truely am
as it is all a fraud
work hard for me
and i'll only hurt you
havent you figured it out
I cant make people stay
they all seem to run away
not good with words
but my lies seem to lay on my silver tongue
as i pull you into a false heaven
I've created with words of a sinner
who staies in her own hades
hold me
better yet
let me hold you
comfurt you
so i can smooth my self instead
care for you
the way i wish you cared for me in this sick state of bed rest
i'll cares your wet checks
telling you everything will fade on to a distant memory
as i live in my past that given me my cuts and scares
i'll hold you tight
as you sob
and i break
let me give a love
i wish someone would of shown me
so i can be loved instead
let me show you comfurt
as i lay selfishly in ur embrace
secretly stealing the warmth i crave
and when you walk away
with a false since of heaven
I'll give you my plasterd smile
with a simple few words
just to make sure your ok
wall i keep walking in a body I'd rather burn to ach
I give you a false since of a happy being
when i'm a broken angel instead
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