He digs his way through my brain

He makes me question life, 

and why I'm sane

He travels through my body like a train

and carriesme into strife

He sometimes even leads me down the wrong lane

He stabs me in the heart

When I am the odd friend on the sidewalk 

Left to my crazy thoughts and dreams

He makes me want to part

From who I am and not talk 

He guides me away from my morals and means

He twists my stomach and burns a hole in my chest

He places thoughts of self worth in my brain

About how I'm not enough 

About how I'm pretty messed

And deserve all this pain, 

But I like to think I'm pretty damn tough