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Disposition

April 4, 2014
By Decipher SILVER, Raleigh, North Carolina
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Decipher SILVER, Raleigh, North Carolina
5 articles 2 photos 29 comments

Favorite Quote:
"To be a writer is a condition, not a profession." -Robert Frost

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Calm, cool & collected
I seem
Yet suddenly
Please, please
Just see
This really isn't me
My thoughts are racing
My blood is mistakening
Calm, cool & collected is no longer
Pacing
But chasing
My demons around
Lost but frantically found
But without a sound
Just a leap & a bound
I'm not going down
In the ground
Not here
Not now
Soft & fragile
Broken smile
No upside down frown
Chaos & hell
My optimism is no longer around
Not even aroused
Fighting my demons
Is task been frowned
I'm just so down & done with
Calm, cool & collected

© Gianna V., Sewell, NJ

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This article has 12 comments.

Decipher SILVER said...
on Apr. 10 2014 at 2:55 pm
Decipher SILVER, Raleigh, North Carolina
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&quot;To be a writer is a condition, not a profession.&quot; -Robert Frost

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Thanks man!
Roy.M.Hunter GOLD said...
on Apr. 9 2014 at 6:36 pm
Roy.M.Hunter GOLD, Lamar, South Carolina
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i love it  it was awsome.
Decipher SILVER said...
on Apr. 9 2014 at 5:28 pm
Decipher SILVER, Raleigh, North Carolina
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&quot;To be a writer is a condition, not a profession.&quot; -Robert Frost

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Thank you.
Nintendude said...
on Apr. 9 2014 at 4:45 pm
Nice! U did a very good job
Decipher SILVER said...
on Apr. 8 2014 at 8:05 pm
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Basically, fast paced feel. Thank you.
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on Apr. 8 2014 at 8:04 pm
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I like it, to me it sounds like your either A.) rapping, or B.) paniced. If that's what you were aiming for, good job. Other than that. It's good.
Decipher SILVER said...
on Apr. 8 2014 at 7:55 pm
Decipher SILVER, Raleigh, North Carolina
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I'm really glad to hear that and that you know what it was actually about, thankyou.
LitLover101 BRONZE said...
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Wow, This poem personally speaks to me and i think a lot of teens out there with anxiety disorder or depression. This poem had a big impact
Decipher SILVER said...
on Apr. 8 2014 at 7:50 pm
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Thank you, so much! I really appreciate it!
Decipher SILVER said...
on Apr. 8 2014 at 7:49 pm
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Thank you! Very Much!
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Nicely written! Love the flow and the words! I love the lines "Please please Just see This isnt really me" Amazing!
AhtmahKhalsa DIAMOND said...
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Pretty good stuff here...well done.