i cant believe i am this girl
but troubles seem to reveal the truth
you don't know who you really are until you're tested
i hate the fact that i'm crying
and feeling like s***
almmost worthless
because of a boy
a boy that i did not love
or want to spend my forever with
but he didn't give me the chance to get to that point
he cheated on me with two girls
that i know of anyways
and i should be able to say
he obviously didn't care about me
why should i care about him
i should say i'm a strong
independent
feminist woman
but the truth is
he made me
very small
and i hate it