I want be happy is that too much to ask for? I want love is that too much to ask for/I want to wake up with a smile on my face and walk through the halls at school knowing that it’s real and not fake. I want to feel the hand of a person’s in mine that loves me for me and not the front I put up. I want a person not to be afraid of knocking down my walls just to tell me they are here and care for me. Though I know this is never going to happen. I’m never going to be happy. I’m never going to be loved right. I’m never going to wake up or walk through these halls with a real smile. I’m never going to be loved for me just my front. I’m never going to have my walls knocked down, they are I guess to strong. But really is all this too much to ask for?