I always hated my life
my existence
my everything

There was never anything to look forward to but death
and hopefully not hell

But they didn't know that
cuz they never asked
Why would they
I'm invisible

i'm lost and alone
like a shadow in the darkness
no one can see it
it is non-existent


And i will be gone soon
away
gone
invisible
still lost

Like a broken heart
floating in a sea of couples

I am nothing.
will always be nothing
will never be something
and no one really cares
no one really ever cared
or will care

In any time of my life

So why not choose death?
why not indeed...