I'm trying to be the real me Each time i try Each time i fail Each time with a silent yell The devil is awaking the soul turns to stone the heart pumps faster than ever before The people get angry one by one they scream and shout ho they've been let down the pain and misery the monster has caused The devil has won smashing every happy thought out of my head, turning it into shame and guilt as he celebrates and claI'ms my life now I'm left terrified of what happens next Each day the clouds become darker i can hardly see what awaits for me The rain is heavier than ever before my life has been taking over by the beast of sins Now I'm left dying with every last breath i beg for a light a light to shine down from the heaven above and take this ragging devil, i know this will never happen, but at least i can say i have tried You see that little girl the girl who smiles and is nice and sweet that used to be me until the devil took over me