I don’t want to admit it
but I am afraid of you
of your hate and your strength

Most of all, I’m afraid of myself
So scared to feel this way
And know I don’t have control

When I see you
I only want for you to see the real me
and act like I even matter to you

It makes me fearful of you
Although you don’t know that
Maybe you need to push me away

Even at the risk of breaking my heart
Rather than keeping me here, dying inside
Knowing you’ll never be mine

I’m afraid of you and of me
To admit my fear is painful
But losing you is worse

I am afraid of losing you
But the fear of loving you
Is much greater and I don’t like it

You don’t know that I’m afraid
And I wish it wasn’t true
But I am afraid of loving you