I’ve tried so hard, and always lost,
I hate life, because of what its cost,
It’s destroyed me, left me broken and bare,
My soul is blackened, no longer able to care,
My spirit is almost dead, at its end,
My heart is shattered, unable to mend,
Years of this had driven me to hate,
I’ve lost sight of destiny, and fell into fate,
I tried to love all, but none love me,
All I want is a friend, can’t you see,
A friend that will stay by my side,
One who had helped me, every times I’ve cried,
The only friends I have, are soon gone,
I cry myself to sleep, at every dawn,
Knowing that one day I’ll be alone,
When that day comes, my soul is prone,
I’ll lose the battle, to gain a friend,
It hurts so bad, I want my life to end,
I need another’s help, for my wounds to heal,
Because I’m blind, numb, and can no longer feel.