here i am
here i stand
here i see
i see this sky above me
wondering when will i be free
i see this road in front of me
wondering if it will be good for me
wondering if it will set me free
you see,
i am trapped here
i have a sunny sky
but it cries
i have pretty trees
but they lie
i have green grass
but it is dying

i am trapped here

in my brain

in my sorrows

in my cries

in my silence

in my pain

in my brain
depression is a funny thing
one day you are up
the next day you come crashing down
and day after day
month after month
year after year
it is the only thing you know
it is pain
it is sorrow
it is cries
it is nothing
yet it is everything
depression is a funny thing
it is everything
yet it claims nothing
except for you
and for me
anxiety is a scary thing
it makes you shake
it makes you cry
it makes everything that boiled up
come over the edge
it is a time bomb
it is a anxiety/stress over load
exploding inside your body
anxiety is a scary thing
it is a time bomb
of me and my anxiety
it is a ticking time bomb
that explodes inside of me
and here i am
here i stand
here i claim this life
here i claim this heart of mine
staring at my sky
staring at my road
wondering when i will be free
but you see,
for me to be free
i must start it
and here i am
here i stand
here i say
that today,
this life of mine
will finally
be free