Whenever people saw me I was always afraid...

They looked at me like I was a freak of nature a deadly disease or some kind of monster
 
The look in their eyes are so questioning...judgmental..and unknown at times..

I may know some who don't care about my issue or support it but...

It's still painful to be talked about or be questioned about it..

I never asked for this

People can't mind their own business 

They MUST joke about something they don't even understand!

Why must people think God made me a girl..

I wasn't suppose to be a girl..

I was suppose to be born a boy..

I hate waking up to see and feel the same mistake and being angry over the ignorant comments and looks

I just want to be free of this cage..

This trap...

This curse

I want to be free as a bird to be able to wake up with flat chest and be identify as the male I am

However I'm forever trapped inside until I'm able to break free..

Like a caged animal

Unable to speak

And

Forever my voice will be silent..