Before I say these words
I need to tell you I was stupid
I'm sorry for the pain I caused
I didn't mean to do it
Jealously could kill a man
So does ignorance
Confusion
I saw I was the best for you
I saw optical illusions
My physical is useless
My strength just helped me kill a man
My mental is abusive
My words can kill an elephant
I realized that I'm crazy
But I will not see help again
These pills won't make me happy
I need to see my only friend
I lost you
and I need you
I'm sorry for the pain I caused
I lost you
and I need you
I'll scream at night behind closed bars
I killed him out of jealously
I killed him out of rage
You told me he was just a friend
But still I was afraid
Now I lost you and I need you
I'm the furthest thing from sane
And I lost you and I need you
I'm the only one to blame
I know that you be aching and I can't take back your pain
So I'm Sorry