Inside of me I'm slowly breaking. It doesn't show in my eyes, my face. I tremble and shake but no body knows why. No body knows that I am slowly breaking inside. I am hurt SO bad, but no body ever sees it in my eyes.
I cry in fear to hope not to break completely. My tears fall slowly, silently. But yet no body ever notices my cries. Inside me it's a mess, a catastrophe. I only wish I could find a way to replenish my old self, to be happy and whole again.
The seize of pain paralysis me all the way to my soul. I can't seem to get to the light on the other side, it just gets further and further away. People can't see my sanity becoming less and less. They can't see the restraint this pain has on me and my life. They can't see the will power I had once had, has faded away, has went void.
So I'm slowly breaking inside. I feel as though I am losing myself. But yet again as I tremble and shake I can't forget what a wonderful happy life I once had. Yet again no body can see it in my eyes. No body knows that I am paralysed with hurt all the way to my soul.