I'm tired of feeling like this!
Why do you have such a strong hold on me?
It seems you have a chain wrapped around my heart and head,
And you keep teasing me with the idea of being set loose.

I don't want your freaking forgiveness,
I don't want anything to do with you.
Just isolation from the constant heartache that you come with.
Free of charge,
But with no d*** refund!
I can't even remember a time when you weren't around.
As I go back and look at the pages of our past,
All I see is page after page of tears.
And the few number of smiles.
I used to say it was worth it,
Now I regret it more than anything.
I used to say I never wanted to let go,
Now I just want to be able to go through a day without thinking about you.
Please let me go,
Set me free,
Or watch me bleed.