I try to forget i really do
it sneaks back in my mind pain cuts through
through my heart and soul itself
sad memories all the time
bad thoughts and teary eyes
claiming things i don't own are mine
fine fine i know what to do
give a clue to the world
send a message through words and actions
it really hurt it did
everyday not knowing what to expect
i was always caught like a fish in a net
thought i had a way out
or a savior to save me
but i lied to myself saying i did
wave at me in secret
whisper your love to my ear
run as fast as you can before its to late
i beg you yes i do please escape
you will make it
iv helped you see
but as for me i will never be free