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In Her Eyes You'll Find My Pain

December 2, 2010
By BrokenSorrows SILVER, Surprise, Arizona
BrokenSorrows SILVER, Surprise, Arizona
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In my eyes I hide my pain
And say nothing to no one so they think i'm sane

For the past couple months I’ve felt so alone
Nothing but the empty dial-tone on the phone

Your heartless words echoing in my ears
Is it possible to drown in my own tears

One empty mistake and your out of my life
Sorry i've caused you all this strain and strife

I thoughts we could be friends but I guess I was wrong
Cause in your heart is somewhere I don’t belong

My lifeless tears are nothing to you
As neither am I and I don’t know what to do

When you told me those 5 words it broke my heart
Even though you PROMISED never AGAIN to tare it apart

Simply when you said “I don’t love you anymore”
I knew this face you no longer could adore

And when you told me about her, you’ll never know how hard I cried
I told you I was happy and proud of you, but I lied

And when you look at her the way you looked at me
Thoughts popped in my head that I PRAYED couldn’t be

Have you loved her all along was she the one in your head
While all I can do is watch and wish to be dead

I thoughts we could be friends but I guess I was wrong
Cause in your heart is somewhere I don’t belong

She’s in your heart, she’s in your head
Nothing matters not the tears or blood my bodies shed

The endless days and the sleepless nights
This girl i’ve become has no strength for anymore fights

She’s cried she’s screamed she bleeds and she weeps
She is something no one wants no one wants for keeps

She’s a whore she’s a slut a mistake and a fake
Cause she is broken and that no on must take

The love of her life left her all alone
And nothing left but the empty dial-tone on the phone

In her eyes she hides the pain
And says nothing to no one for they think she’s sane

But inside she is broken she is lost
And for that she has gotten rid of and gotten tossed

She has so many questions in her head
While she writes this poem and wishes to be dead

She sits and thinks of all what she’s done wrong
Cause even to him their son didn’t belong


She’s a whore she’s a slut a mistake and a fake
Cause she is broken and that no on must take

Your words echoing in her ears
Could she drown in her own tears

One mistake and he left her side
And she COULD drown in all the tears she has cried

Cause she would never admit to the things that have just been told
And if she could have her life back to the devil her soul be sold

She would go to hell just to have it all back
Cause she’s breaking down her minds under attack

Her breaths gone just as him
And hope for the future looks very slime

She wants him back she prays every night
She will do anything for him she will fight

She knows it will never happen and that’s okay
She’ll just hide inside her self and pray everyday

Cause if you look in here eyes you’ll find my pain
And hear the thoughts of someone COMPLETELY insane


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