I was once so full of life. so cheerful and glad. you are i were ment to be i felt. nothing could have changed the way i felt. nothing. i loved you with all my heart. than i close my eyes and than your gone. i was once alive. cared so much about all. now i am dead. no longer caring. no longer loving. no longer letting anyone in. i love you cann't you see and yet you killed me. now as i stand here and say i was once alive. no no more. now i as dead as my heart will allow me to be. once alive. no longer dead. now i am standing here in front of you yelling I WAS ONCE ALIVE!! but you seem to go right though me. no longer caring. once alive