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I Never Stopped

October 13, 2010
By WritinLuver101 GOLD, Akron, Ohio
WritinLuver101 GOLD, Akron, Ohio
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Favorite Quote:
Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceted. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take pleasure in other peoples sins, but delights in the truth.


I never stopped liking him,
I never stopped caring,
I never stopped thinking about him,
I never stopped with these feelings…

Why did I ever think I stopped,
Why did I ever think that at all,
Why would I screw that one moment up,
Why would any of this happen to me,

Haven’t enough crap happen to me already?
Guess not…

I get nervous when I see him,
Afraid I might do something stupid,
I can’t seem to manage a hi,
No surprise, sounds like before,
But why the sudden blast of feelings,
Was I blinded for a while?

Maybe I was,
Maybe I wasn’t thinking about him and…
And then when I did, they all came back,

I don’t care anymore,
The things that people would say,
I don’t care anymore,
If people don’t like that I like him,

All I seem to care about,
Is the fact that I could’ve told him,
I want to tell him,
Just how I feel,
But what should I say if I do?

“Hey, I like you again!”
No, that’s pathetic,
Or it sounds like it to me,
Or maybe it doesn’t,
Or…
I don’t know,

Just like before,
I can’t get him out of my mind,
He never really left though,
That’s the thing that confuses me the most,

I don’t need to put this poem in a rhyme,
For people to know what it’s about,
I don’t need to put this poem in a rhyme,
For people to get any of it,

All I’m saying,
Is I still have these feelings for him,
I want him to know, but don’t know how,
And,
I miss talking to him that it hurts when I see him,

Is that really too much to understand?
Just a confused high school girl with a crush,
And confused as hell on what to do,

God please help me,
I need your help,
I need someone’s help,
I need to know what to do,
I need some advice on this,
I need to know what to do,

Please God,
I don’t ask for much,
Really I don’t normally ask you much really,
I just want this little advice that you could,
Could somehow give to me,
Show me what you want me to do,
I love you God,
And you know I wouldn’t be asking you this if I didn’t,
I really need to know what to do,
I don’t want to stop liking him,
Even though I know I’ve said I did want to,
I was wrong,

So,
So wrong…


The author's comments:
What's more to say? It's all included in the little poem.

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