i am weak,
dont want you to see the drastic transaction,
so i push you a long distance,
i apologize,
although that dont mean it,
sorry is an overused word in my vocabulary,
it sounds so damn sloppy,
but being vulnerable is like an atom bomb if i show it,
ill set off the whole damn city,
the fingers will be pointed in one direction,
but the button is blinking red,
so before i try to fight the gravity the button has on me,
i recite over in my head,
i love you dont ever question that,
until its forever stuck in my head,
make it believable,
but that dont mean it either until i get you to believe it,
im affectionate,
but in all the wrong ways,
so i apologize,
but it still sounds sloppy,
i dont know if youll ever understand the crazy i speak,
but try to appreciate life, love, and be happy,
because that smile shouldnt be kept a secret.