As i stand before you as a friend
in fear that my happy
relationship no longer remains
what used to be perfect and right
is niw worse then hell
as you may remember just two weeks
past i met the perfect guy and
wondered if it wuld last

you know how bad
love is for me how everytime its
left my heart wounded
and though i tried more then once
i soon love then fall apart
this time it felt different
as if it was in some way stronger
it seemed like it would

last this time
but now i come to realize that i was such an idiot i could have made
it alot different... i could have made it right
and right now i could be sound
asleep but instead im up crying
i wonde if there is still hope
if i call him... will he listen
i wonder if i ever told him

sorry.. i wonder if he
knows how much i'm missing


without him