Guess to start with I didn’t have much a soul,
Used my mind to keep myself under control,
But it seems all the tests of time is taking its toll,
Now I’m trying to find something else to keep me together,
My mind is strong but it can’t keep up forever,
And it seems like each day I go through is an endeavor,
Cause I don’t even think bout whats going on during the day anymore,
My mind is focusing on what tomorrows got in store,
Trying to figure out if I can break out of this pattern and find more,
Cause we always look for tomorrow to solve the problems of today,
But what is today but the tomorrow of yesterday,
I don’t like looking at things with such dismay,
But its hard not to when things aren’t okay.