what did i do ?
why am i here?
how am i still alive?
why do i feel invisibe?
well there is way to many questions that are never answered .
I almost have nothin in my life .
now im not gonna have nothing at all .
am i gonna end up where all those lost things are?
is this how everyone's supossed to feel or is everyone's life a big,happy fairytale .
well if it is wake me up from this nightmare and let me start over so i can live that life with everyone there every second of the day .
i wish everything i lost would come back .
i know it's not gonna happen but it's worth trying everyone says.
so i shoud start listening .